I'm still thinking whether should I go overseas for my internship. Just got the application form, and I'm actually quite cite for it. But then again, I have so many things to consider like pause my driving for months, which is really bad. Homesick (yes homesick!!). And most importantly not able to attend my best friends' wedding. Believe it or not they are my main concern ;) Really surprised that mum actually allow, but when it comes to dad, I don't even bother asking. Gosh I want to go, but there's like so many reasons why I can't...not just those few..