Smiles; Thanks

It kinda sucks when you gotta pretend that everything's alright. My parents know me too well already. They can sense when I'm feeling down, and it's always the same question they'll ask when they realise it: "never do well for exams right??" Oh well, I still haven't tell them my grades though....gotta smile infront of them, accompany them watched s'pore idol last night, like as if I cared or even followed up that show. Today morning, mood was rather alright, left the car, saw Shiyan...she was like smiling...I was like..wow..okie...then started to forget what hell I went through yesterday. What really made my day was the fact that once again we're back in class, and I get to see my class entertainers do what they do best!! And furthermore, I had Pearl to cheer me up!! Yesterday went to get her a pair of earrings...and yesh the birthdays still goes on...like probably all the way till the end of this month..haha..

Smartie!! Sheryl!! Thanks for cheering me up!! Haha..both your tag and post...I've read them...haha...thanks alot..appreciate it. And Smartie, I somehow found your that silly sunflower tissue paper in my pencil case yesterday!!

PEARL!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

I can't take it anymore!! It just keeps getting worse!! Condemn it!! Seeing the faces of others!! Just makes me wonder what am I doing?? If they can, why can't I!! It's all just SH**!! And whoever this Kathy person is...piss off alright!! No I do not you know you and I sure ain't wanna!!

Transitional Champ

I failed my maths. Think I really deserve to slap myself for that...I screwed myself up. Firstly, I didn't read the questions properly, I simplified instead of solve...then I forgot to add some addition & subtraction signs...then I have teachers deducting my marks because my workings were not labelled and it was all over the place. Since when do workings need to labelled?? That's my own working mind you!! And to top all up, the school had some ceremony for people who improve like tremendously...F9 to like what...A2...that's like...argh...blame me for being so stuck up!! Cause I really couldn't stand the whole ceremony....I was already very tired and vexed, then I have the air-con blasting....then have to hear all the improvements that 'everyone' have made. The way I heard it...just puts me way down...demoralised...and condemn the apples!! Okie I'll leave the apples alone.

Went home and sleep...then woke up, suddenly remembered something that Joey Styles had once said..goes like this: "Is he what the crowd says he is?? A transitional champ??" Like somehow this sentence just kinda shake me if you know what I'm tokin' about...nvm. Then went for net, felt much better already, net was fun I have to say...no more those cold cold nets which I thought happened a couple of times...okok...shhhhhh...then went to look for Shalee. She really takes care of me...I called her to ask her for her chemistry notebook, instead she took the trouble and prepared all the notes I needed, and even got me tons of papers to practise...where to find such friend?? Haha...we then talked for quite a while...learnt some stuff and so...thanks Shalee...and thanks again for that important tip...haha....

Finally, done with all my papers...one more to go for tomorrow....gosh damn my poa, damn my chemistry!! Went to smartie's place in the afternoon...and Hweexin!! You should know the one thing I hate the most is to be disturbed when I'm sleeping!! Jote that down alright!! And smartie...better take good care of the present...haha..I know you will lah..haix...still so many birthdays this month....there's a couple more I think...and I forgotten about some others few days back...see...september babies...troublesome..haha...just kidding. I'm sooo broke already!! And still thought of getting tuition just for the next month...need to clear some of my doubts...hmm..or maybe ask my peers for help...one more paper to goooooo...hurry and get this over with...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMARTIE!!
( face it...you're old already!! )

So gonna fail my chemistry and poa...boy were those two papers tough...my class people, everyone said the same thing...so perhaps that's an excuse I can give to mum..hmm..


If there's a cake tomorrow for you Smartie,
I'll make sure I'll try my best to make you look something like that
yesh...you can thank yours truly Genius

Raise Up

Saliva

1 WEEK DOWN_

4 MORE DAYS TO GO_

SLEEPING & REGENERATING_

FLIPPIN' & FOCUSING_
PRAYING & SEEKING_

CRYING & PRESSING ON_
REFLECTING & LOOKING FORWARD_

I AIN'T DEFEATED NONO_

退後

周杰倫

Couldn't get myself to study today...argh..dunno what's wrong...perhaps just finding excuses not to study during saturday evenings...and to think I was so enthu' telling Danni I will do my studies later in the night..sometimes you just need that kinda encouragement you know...at least you know there's someone studying with you...but then again..I didn't. Went out with dad and bro in the late morning to do my passport and stuff...waited like nearly an hour, then went to sim lim square to get hardisk for the new com...this time I'm really gonna love it...the memory space is awesome!! And I got something for my iPod!! Then went to katong just to eat laksa...what's so great about that place?? Reached home in the late afternoon, kinda piss when I realised that they didn't play 'LOST' today...then I decided to study later in the night, but dad was meddling with the com, wires all over in my room...tried studying in mum's room, then again...I only studied for like 30min...it's hard to get my geo and ss in my head...all those dead memory work can really kill me!! And once again dad is still on the com at this time...which really makes me argh....I wanna sleep lah for crying out loud!!

夜的第七章

周杰倫

I'm Feeling You

Yesterday dinner was awesome....think we all have been waiting for this day to come like for how long?? 3 years already?? Finally able to see that kinda...words cannot describle, kodak moment!! The only big boo-hoo is that, no one brought a camera!! But still we had fun, doing our infamous pranks and jokes only we ourselves could somehow understand. No offence but the only person who went was Preben if you know what I'm sayin'....I mean...where are the rest?? Even Ashraf didn't turn up, said that no one inform him...I mean how can one forget a tall guy like him...not to mention he's our chairman hello?? Hmm..oh well...anyway if I'm gonna have this kinda food thingy again, I'm definately bringing Weiyang Meiying Jane Danni these 4 little keys along. Danni can probably clear what's left extra, Jane can just feed all of us whole day long and the two little ones can just entertain and brighten up our day!! And arcade is a real waste of money, don't believe ask the rocker who was so enthu' about learning how to play the guitar with me...in less than 12 seconds, game over and 3 bucks flushed down. Sadly, didn't get to watch 'LOST' but that's okie!! This week is sabbath week!! See, He has eveything plan out for me!! So...means I'm still catching it this saturday!! Gonna start on ss later I hope...it's pure dead memory work...but now gonna go and pick up smartie's cd!! A little stupid that it's only claimable after 8pm...went there during noon and this lady say depends on how fast the ship comes in -.-'' Hello I've already see you guys packing the stuff yesterday evening!! Even Weekiat has already grab a hold of his copy...and now he's thinking of giving it away...haha.. Michelle Branch rocks!! Nothing better than her voice into my ears!! Breathe!! I'm feeling you!!

I'm Feeling You

Santana Feat. Michelle Branch & The Wreckers

Apple & Celery

Stomach not feeling that well...think I ran to the toilet as least 7 times today??Haha..just read what Bel wrote on her msn nick...dunno why but I just find it funny...though is not really that funny...but it's...argh...it just makes me laugh...it goes like this...

[ Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." - They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals - ISABEL ]

Funny?? Well I'm still laughing..hahaha..

Okie as for this coming week, I need to study real hard. Second, I need money!! Money for coming class dinner and money to watch 'Monster House'...think I only get to enjoy these two activities...cannot play too much..oh well..I still haven't plan what to do tomorrow...meet up with friends to practise maths?? Stay home do on my own?? Don't know...it's gonna be a boring week!! And dad's doing some organic drink...like celery and green apple!! *vomit*

Kiss Goodbye

王力宏

Get High

Gosh...can't take it anymore...I'm like dying to fall asleep...but dad somehow just don't let me!! He's like busy with the computer in my room!! Blast!! It always used to be him the one who will always nag at me to go sleep early...and now what the heck is this!! It's not the first time already lah...ever since that com came in 3 weeks ago, it somehow became his second wife or something...everytime I said "are you done with the pc?? I wanna sleep.." then he will just say "haven't yet.." I told mummy...well...she just continued sleeping -.-" Oh well..one week break is here, I really gotta discipline myself, gotta make sure I revise, make full use of this one precious week...keep telling myself it's only another like 3 months so....and then it's over. Oh and have I mention this...listen up people, I'm going to Korea!! Yesh..right after my Os!! Can't wait...went to book our tour last week, we even won ourself an mp3 player...hahaha. Let see...guess tomorrow gonna slack, come monday then I'll start :D Love this song alot and the video is nice too...really too bored right now...just post it for myself to watch....and blast you dad!! Are you done!!